You have started to accept an unsatisfactory situation and have begun to see disappointment as somehow inevitable. Quite why you have let yourself become so vulnerable is a topic for a longer discussion, except to say that it has something to do with the recent phase. That comes to an end soon, inviting you to look instead at what you can do something about. There lies the answer to your every question. Regain your confidence by putting your faith, your experience and your natural wisdom to good use. IOnce, when you were naive enough to believe in your own dreams... and foolish enough to trust the promises you made to yourself, you set your heart on something. Many moons have now passed by. Events have obliged you to become more realistic. Or should that be more cynical? You can now see a thousand good reasons why you will never be able to do what you once wanted to do. Yet there is one good reason why you should ignore them all. It is not too late. There is yet time to do what you always said you would. Imagine that you have been driving an old, unresponsive vehicle. Now you have been given a very different kind of car. If you drive this in the same old way, you're going to end up in a lot of trouble. The slightest turn of the wheel will now bring you a big change of direction. The tiniest touch on the pedals will have you hurtling forward or screeching to a stop. After some passing tension climate has begun to alter for good.