Robots have it easy. They just carry out their instructions without question. They run their programs, execute their orders and are effectively absolved from the need to contemplate the consequences of their actions. For them, there's no moral maze. No guilt. No regret. There's also no passion, magic or joy. Whenever you are operating on the basis of anything but logic. That's a truly wonderful position to be in. The intensity of your emotion is something to feel proud of and grateful for. It will soon lead you to make a very wise choice.