No matter how successful we are or how blessed we may be, we will always go through fretful, fearful, phases. The trick is not to avoid these; it is to learn how to handle them. You are now starting to wonder what you have done wrong. You keep encountering uncomfortable reminders of an unfulfilled ambition or a regrettable situation. But your story is not yet over. What's done is done. It cannot be changed. Sooner than you think, though, you will realise that it has all happened for a reason.So go forward without resentment.