Perhaps it is our very tendency to feel bad about what we 'shouldn't' be doing which is driving a compulsion to keep doing it. Experience has taught you that the best things in life require effort and energy. But another part of you wonders if this tendency is not just a self-punishing streak in you. Right now, you should not be looking at what's easy or hard but at where the paths actually lead.Know your priorities well!Stand back from your own strong impulse to do one thing and not to do another, think carefully about how you really want your life to alter. lf to recall experiences and encounters that took place years, perhaps even decades, ago. How have your priorities changed? To what extent have you become obliged to forget about activities that once gave you great pleasure, there is  chance to rediscover a lost art and reawaken an old passion. In the process, you will gain power over a situation in which you currently feel helpless.As we grow older, do we grow wiser? The evidence isn't always obvious. Recent events have seemingly revealed a disparity between the number of years you have advanced and the amount of sagacity that you have attained. You wonder if you are anywhere near as wise as your age suggests. Perhaps not, but then you don't look as old as you are either! We could argue that simply by questioning yourself so much, you are showing real signs of maturity, events will yet confirm how clever you have lately become.