Are you pushing your luck a little too far? There is only one way to find out. Stop pushing it and see what happens. You are keen now to get a particular result. You want things to happen in a certain way. You are willing, within reason, to do almost anything if it will help. Leave a situation alone and see how it pans out. 
Sometimes, it can come as a great relief to realise that a seemingly enormous proposition has no real substance. You will soon see that a matter that has been perplexing you for some while, has been a lot of fuss about next to nothing.