In your emotional life, you are trying to do something intrinsically difficult. Don't give up; keep at it. Eventually, you will find that elusive sense of balance and it will begin to seem reasonably easy. There is so much that you feel you do not understand, so much that just doesn't seem to make any sense, so much that you want and yet seem unable to get. That's an awful lot of the wrong kind of 'so much'. But look at what else is happening in your life. You have so much to be glad of, so much to celebrate, so much to trust and build on. How much more than just 'so much' is all that much worth? Think about this and then make it your priority. Your emotional life will instantly begin to become so much happier. When Somebody very special cares a great deal about you. You are loved and admired much more than you realise. Coming events will bring you an inspiring reminder of this happy fact. It will also present you with an opportunity to offer praise and encouragement to someone else. Share as much goodwill as you can. It costs nothing, yet it makes an enormous difference. Don't get distracted by a drama involving lack of money, time or some other vital resource.