How can any of us ever really say what matters and what doesn't? If something is important to you now, it is important. You don't have to justify yourself nor do you need to apologise for experiencing a perfectly reasonable reaction. Interestingly, something is soon going to make whatever's wrong seem very right indeed. This next development may also seem less than irrelevant or meaningful to other people, but that really need not be a problem to you. You are leading your own life and you must uphold your own priorities.