Have faith. That's not a suggestion or an invitation - it's an order. Go on. Do as you are told. Have it NOW! Well, OK then. Maybe I can't force you - though I half wish I could. But let me ask you a couple of questions. 'How did you get to this planet in the first place?' Or 'Where did everything good in your emotional life ever come from?' In neither case, was it a matter of conscious choice. Forces bigger than you and beyond your control had their part to play. Have faith in what is inspiring and don't try to force too much.