Americans speak of the Law of Attraction. Some call it, 'The Secret.' In England, Australia and Germany the phrase is Cosmic Ordering. Many different ways to express one simple idea. If you believe, strongly enough, that something is possible - if you ask the universe for help, focus on the positive and look for hidden opportunity, you can bring into your life whatever you most need. Or want. That's the drawback. Sometimes, you get what you want, not what you need. So try to understand what you truly need now.
We like to have an insight into what's to come. Currently, though, you have a far better idea of what's in store than I do. You can see the future or, at least, a certain aspect of it, a little too clearly for comfort. If you keep doing this, that's going to happen. What you are not so sure about is whether you want that result and how you will come to feel. The answer is: it depends on how sincere you are being and to what extent you may be trying to deceive yourself. The truth is your friend.
When people want to sound very sophisticated, they talk about 'deferred gratification'. They say that if we want jam tomorrow, we must make do with bread today. It sounds sensible, but when people deny themselves too much for too long, they lose their taste for luxury. They become unable to treat themselves - even when they can afford to - because they have psychologically adjusted to a state of deprivation. You now have a chance to do something wonderful. Don't deprive yourself of that what you desire and available too!