You are starting to feel full of fire. You are experiencing a deep desire to go forth and conquer, regardless of the reasons why you ought to pursue a more conservative plan. Is this madness? Are you forgetting the caution that has stood you in such good stead over so many years? No. You are responding to a strong celestial signal from a rare lunar eclipse. You are seeing both a need and an opportunity. You are right to assume that success, now, will go to the person in your world with the most courage.
 Planet Earth. Where else would you rather be? That, of course, is no easy question to answer. We have no experience of anywhere else. Now, there's a funny thing. Why do you imagine they wipe our memories when we get here? We must have once been in another place. We certainly go to another place eventually. So maybe amnesia is simply to stop us remembering how pleasant those places are. In your emotional life now, though, there comes a rare chance to know a sense of heaven here in this world.
Why have things turned out as they have? What mistakes have been made? What lessons need to be learned? You can't answer questions like that at a time like this. It is far too early. The full story has yet to unfold. If you understand that, you understand just as much as you possibly can know. Everything that currently seems so final and so finished, will yet turn out to have a different shape and meaning. Try to be open-minded... and listen to others as closely as you would wish they might listen to you.