It is never a wise idea to proceed at speed through a foggy, misty or cloudy climate. Slow progress, is better than no progress and the most likely result of an attempt to find your way in the dark is a collision. Your highest priority must be to forget about all that is creating a sense of urgency and allow yourself enough time and energy to gain a wider, stronger, sense of perspective. Once you can think clearly, you will be able to see clearly. Forget past and move on!