WOMAN - on a spiritual journey

Wonders of the joy of our own existence is great. No body wants to die especially when he/she come to know there is a killer cancer in the body. God is perfect and the ideal of perfection is within too! To discover the wonders of the joy of our own existence is to find out: we are loved and protected by an invisible power that upholds universe and gives beauty to the smallest things. Yes, cancer is a disease but not a death sentence. Its an alarm to look life in a different way. That is living for today and Thanksgiving for next day if it comes. The sense of gratitude becomes a way of life and each minute has value so no carelessness has done.

I do not have an answer to what pleases God. All I do know is I am deeply flawed but in all my flaws there is still deep love for Him and Her. Also if I am flawed it is for no other reason but due to my own failing and weaknesses at different points in time. Nothing to do with God, Goddess, Guru, and the lack of charity, prayers, meditation. My being flawed is due to my inherent issues.  I do not believe God or anything outside me, has any role to play in my being and No amount of prayers, meditation and indulging in charity is going to change my inherent self and it is my inherent self that shall decide when and how I reach my final destination of being face to face with The One and sort of tickle His and Her funny bone. Who I am is going to decide my true destination and not what I do or not do.

Beginnings only happen when someone has the courage to express their desires.     We all know the strength of feeling that binds peoples' hearts together.  It's so subtle that it's all too easy to forget what a crucial and critical part it plays in our lives. It feels as if everything needs shaking up. These feelings are valuable and worth holding on to. But, rather than leaping into action, take a moment to reflect.  Decisions made in the heat of the moment can have long-lasting consequences. Fortunately, for the rest of us, we rarely encounter life-or-death decisions.  N o relationship can have a happy ending if it never has the chance to begin.

What really impresses the hearts of people is genuine humility, integrity and a true sense of love achieved through service Purpose of all knowledge is to convince us that we should love God.   They were waiting for some miracle to happen so that the entire family could come out of this. Every thing has to start from home not from outside. .  It was like a vicious circle! More she would curse, more things would go bad. More bad they were, more she would curse   This could happen only when started being kind to herself and then she could be kind to others too.